Goodbye 2011!

I'm not really sure what I'm doing here, but I thought I would try blogging to see if I could find any therapeutic benefit from it.  It can be hard for me to open up to people, so I am pretty guarded, and very careful with who I let into "my world."  I am hoping that with time this can change, but at this point I'm just not ready... Maybe 2012 will be the year!!

So it's a little sad that I'm sitting here all alone, (well my 2 dogs are here haha,) on New Years Eve, but honestly I'm not sure I would want to do much more anyway.  Even if I had somewhere to go, I don't think I could handle big social gatherings at this point. I'm not feeling that great anyway... I'm not sure if I have restricted myself into a stomachache, if it's the gluten thing acting up, (which I pray does not return,) or if it's just a regular stomachache.  Hopefully tomorrow I'll be able to start the new year off fresh and feeling good... I really want 2012 to be a different kind of year.  A year where I can blossom and grow, and have the opportunity to be the person I am meant to be!!