What's happening?!

I am off in lala land.  I cannot focus... I cannot come back.  My head hurts so bad... I don't understand what's happening...I am unable to function.  I am trying to pack but I it's taken me hours and I still cannot finish.  I have to leave in the morning... I have to be able to function.  The pressure inside my head is so intense... I feel like my head might explode.  I can see my heartbeats through my eyes. I'm spinning in circles... I am falling.

I'm trying desperately to climb my way back but just as I get to the top I slip and fall again.  Fuzzy... fuzzy... so very, very fuzzy.  I think maybe I should just sleep.  I hope tomorrow things become clear again... I must admit though... I am scared.