Tomorrow morning very early I leave for MI. I am looking forward to going yet I'm a little nervous as well. I never quite know how it's going to be with my brother, and it seems I usually end up somewhat disappointed about the time I spend with my dad. I'm hoping that it can be a good trip though, and I can have some fun and enjoy my family. I also hope that I will be able to eat ok... It could be very easy for me to resort to old habits, especially because food is definitely not a priority with my dad. Hopefully though I will be able to remain strong and fight urges from Olga!
Otherwise just a lot of loose ends still... Luckily I heard back from Scottsdale and they are definitely interested in me coming on board there, so I am happy about that. There are also some other possibilities floating around still, so hopefully something will work out, and I'll know what's coming next for me soon. It's been pretty hard to have so many unknowns, as it's made me feel a little lost and confused. There were also some days in there that I felt pretty darn hopeless as well, but luckily that hasn't been constant, as there have been some moments of hope.
Because it is so hot out now, I am not able to run outside. I wasn't sure what to do, but then I found out that there is a rec center in Apache Junction that is cheap and pretty close by. I have been there 3x now, and I am happy to have a place to go. Two times I ran, and one time I did yoga, (me and all the old people haha.) I think Brina is worried I will over do it, but I will try to keep it in moderation and follow her guidelines. :-)
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