Today I met with an attorney about my contract for the team... They are trying to say that I can't coach anywhere in Arizona until February 10, 2013. Of course this really binds me as it doesn't give me any real options in the state to practice my profession... It makes me feel "owned" or like a hostage, and that is a really bad feeling. Anyway, the attorney is going to contact the team, as he feels that the contract will not hold up. It's all just so overwhelming, and I can't believe that it's actually come to this... I am angry, frustrated, confused and sad. I don't feel like I know who I can trust, and of course I feel absolutely betrayed. I am also scared and nervous as I don't know what is going to happen next... I have no idea how the team will react. Will they kick me out completely? Will they try to enforce the contract and take me to court? Will they back down and let me ride the season out doing what I'm doing? It's already so uncomfortable for me to be there, and this is definitely going to make matters worse. I also worry that those that still may care for me or respect me might change their minds now and turn against me... This is all just so foreign to me, and I wish it would just all go away... Ay ay ay!!
On a positive note I am super happy that I don't have to work at Starbucks anymore haha. I went in tonight to pick up my tips, and I was so so so grateful that I didn't have to stay there. The shift supervisor that was always really condescending was on duty, and I really couldn't wait to get out of there! Now hopefully I can figure out what's next, so I won't flounder forever!
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