Sad

Tonight I am feeling pretty sad and I'm not quite sure why... I thought I would feel super excited after finishing at Starbucks, but instead I feel down in the dumps.  Don't get me wrong, I am sooooo relieved to be done there... It was very hard for me to complete the week, and today was especially hard being a full 8 hour shift.  Perhaps I'm just really tired... Perhaps I'm feeling a little bit stupid for having quit yet another job... Perhaps I feel like a failure... Perhaps I let the condescending shift supervisor get under my skin a little too much... Perhaps I feel a little lost and lonely... Perhaps I'm feeling completely frustrated and disgusted by my body... Or maybe it's all of the above... I really just don't know exactly. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day... Hopefully I will find some hope to latch on to, and something to smile about.  As for tonight I think I'm going to call it a night before I do something that I will regret.