Today I coached for 4 hours, (and got a pretty bad farmers tan/burn,) and then went to Starbucks for 3.5 hours, (which of course seemed like 6 or so.) Tomorrow is supposed to be my last day there, but I feel like I might want to call in sick... If it wasn't an 8 hour shift I would probably just suck it up and do it, but 8 hours is a really long time, and I just don't want to be there. I'm still having lots of anxiety, (even knowing I will be done,) and some of the shift supervisors are a little bitchy and condescending. You would think they would be extra nice since I'm doing them a favor, but yah not so much...I have never really lied like that before, but I guess there's a first time for everything. Or maybe I'll actually wake up sick, (because I'm not feeling so good right now,) and then I won't have to feel as guilty... Not that I want to be sick haha.
So I have been thinking more and more about having my own business... I don't know if it's possible at all, but the idea excites me, and gives me a little bit of hope for the future. I'm thinking that I would use it to coach, teach swim lessons, and possibly do some personal training at some point, (if I get myself certified.) Of course I am also seriously thinking about having my own team... I would own it and run it... Not a parent board. Anyway, just some ideas I guess. I really have no idea how possible any of it is though, but I hopefully I am not too out there!
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