So I've had a bit of a hard night... I started feeling really restless, (perhaps I wasn't active enough today,) which turned to anxiety, which turned to self destructive urges. So far I have been able to refrain from behaviors, but it's been very hard and I'm not sure I can hold out much longer. A thanks goes out to Stefanie though for helping me through this tonight! :-)
This is certainly not the way I wanted to start out the new year, but I am trying to remain optimistic that better and brighter days are ahead! It just goes to show you that you have to be dilegent with your recovery... As soon as you relax ED strikes, (or in my case I call ED Olga haha). He/she is certainly a sneaky little bastard!
aww jilly, I am glad that I helped some. I am also stoked to see you hoping for better days to come! But I agree u leave the door cracked ed jumps in...funny you call urs olga. Olga was a care tech at Laurate =) Keep me updated love ya!!!
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