Done

I did it... I officially resigned as Head Coach for the club effective tomorrow at 3:00... It is a pretty sad way for me to end things after all that I have been through with the club, but I am also very relieved.  The pressure has been incredible, and I constantly felt like I wasn't good enough.  Now I feel like I can move on with my life, and hopefully create a whole new reality for myself.  I am no longer chained down by the weight and perfectionistic nature of synchronized swimming, and I can have a chance to live a whole different kind of life.  Although I am scared, I am also excited.  I hope this will be the change I need in my life to help me move forward and find the things I have been searching for.  Perhaps I'll be able to find some self confidence, some new passions, and maybe even some fun...Tomorrow will start my whole new life!