Olga

After a little rough patch, I had a couple of good days.  I was tired of feeling sick, and wanted to try and get back on track.  It took a day or so, but finally I felt better and felt relatively strong again.  Last night though Olga was starting to make her presence known... Although I ate dinner, she was "yapping" in my ear telling me what a "fat ass" I am.  This morning I woke up and had breakfast, but after having a run, (my legs still are tight and feel like lead but I was able to run farther than last time,) I simply felt weak and Olga took control.  It wasn't that I didn't eat anything... I still ate, but I know it was not enough.  Unfortunately though Olga enjoyed it a lot, and is fighting now to regain complete.  Tonight I ate a descent dinner though, so hopefully tomorrow I will be able to turn things around, (and I see Brina.) 

Otherwise the week has been going fairly well.  My mood overall has been a lot better, and I am feeling a little bit of hope for the future.  It also looks like I'll be starting at Starbucks on Monday... I'm excited, but also kind of nervous.  I just hope things go alright, and I hope I'm able to be successful.  I know it's not a super important or high level job, but I still want to be good at it.  I'm also hoping it might be fun as well. :-)