So now that I don't have a job anymore, my days seem to drag on and on... Each day feels like 2 or 3, and I feel like I'm spinning in circles. I have been going in for a while during the day to work on the suits, but I try to make sure to be out of there before anyone gets there. Yesterday I didn't realize it and Jessica got there really early for a private.. It was pretty awkward and I got out of there as fast as I could. It's weird to feel like that somewhere that has basically been my life for so many years... I have mixed feelings still. I feel a tremdous amount of relief, but I still feel really sad for the way things happened, and for the relationships I have now lost. I just hope that this will all get easier with time!
This afternoon I went out to lunch with Paul and Laura at the "Pita Jungle." I have never been there before, and was a little overwhelmed by the menu, but ended up liking what I got. I also had a very nice time chatting with them, and felt suppported, which was great. I will definitely miss seeing them at the pool!
So now what???
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