Solution

So after all of the tears and heartache the last week or so, I have agreed to stay with the team under a completely new title of "figure specialist."  This was my idea, and I think it's something that I can feel good about.  I can still be involved with the team, but way less hours, and way less stress.  I will also be able to do privates still with the club, and will actually be set up to have the ability to do more privates then ever before.  I am hopeful that this can work out... I feel good at least that it was under my terms.

Otherwise the day was a little hard as I continually thought about the girls and the competition.  I tried to do things to distract me; however, I was not very successful.  I tried to run but just wasn't feeling it today so stopped after about 1.5 miles... Then I was looking for a copy of my resume and got super frustrated because I couldn't find a hard copy, nor could I find a copy on my computer.  I decided that maybe it was in my old, old computer, and so I made the journey over to Ahwautukee and fished it out of one of the boxes.  Luckily it was there, I was able to update it, and have sent it off to my dad to do some changes/polishing.  Hopefully my dad can get to that soon, and I can start getting the resume out and about.  I would really love to find a job sometime in the near future!  Luckily the hours that I will be coaching will not affect my ability to find a job.