Relieved

I have been back home from practice now for a few hours and I feel really relieved.  It was difficult for me to tell the girls and to say "good bye," but I do feel that I got a pretty nice send off, (people seemed to care anyway.)  They asked if I would still be willing to do privates and I said "yes," and I also e-mailed that I would be willing to be a figure specialist and named my price.  I don't know what will come of that, but I put it out there so the ball is in their court.  If it works out, great... If not, then that's fine too.  I am finally free of the pressure regardless, so I am pretty content at the moment.  Of course now I'll have to figure out what's next, and I really have no idea... Hopefully I can find something at least temporarily to have something to do and have some more money coming in.  I will probably start to apply to some retail places this weekend, and will try to find a place to get my resume done soon.

We also got a letter from Blue Cross and it looks like they are reversing the previous decision to deny coverage for my inpatient treatment!  If that is the case it is certainly really good news, and we can breathe a little sigh of relief!  My Mom will call CFC first thing on Monday morning to see if we are reading it right, but my Mom seems to be really confident that she is... I will wait to get too excited until Monday, but hopefully some more pieces will start to fall into place for me soon!